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01 September 2004 @ 11:28 pm
Much Better and Some Thinking  
Last night I did a lot of thinking about past friendship and how they have sucked. Which in turn has lead to my fear of abandonment by my friends. Which might help explain why I'm holding on so tightly to some of my friends; I don't want to lose them. All those thoughts sent my into a night hour of crying time, but it helped to relieve some stress.

Today's classes were fun. My japanese recitation was a little intimidating to say the least, but I think I did okay. I hope so anyway. But if I want to do well tomorrow I should really think about studying. lol

My computer is now thankfully online and I'm good to download. YAY!

I got a call from Tracy today; it was one of the highlights of my day. We talked for a good hour about nothing really, but it was still nice to hear her voice. It cheered me up. And then just as I was leaving to go to dinner with Jon Kern and I checked my mail and saw I got a package from Tracy. So I brought it up to my room and opened it even though I was late. It was some phone cards to call her with and some soup to eat and a letter. I skimmed the letter and cried and then ran to met Jon. Thanks so much Tracy! I loved it.

After Jon and I had dinner we went to this Christian group thing and played some games. It was a lot of fun and the people seemed really nice. So that was good. And now I'm back, in my room and online, yippie!
Current Mood: lovedloved
Current Music: Japanese Conversations
Tracytwofourthree on September 1st, 2004 10:27 pm (UTC)
use them to call anyone, not just me... :)
Wotcher?koiuta on September 2nd, 2004 04:52 am (UTC)
I knew you'd say that and of course! Now I can call someone if the need is urgent. Thank you.